I called to get my results this morning. Down to a "2", so now it's official.
I feel like the nurse kinda shrugged off my questions.
Told her I'm pretty sure I haven't passed anything, she said no worries, that can take a few weeks.
Asked when I can resume normal activity, she said whenever I feel up to it.
Really? Because I feel like curling up on the couch under a blanket and staring off into space until I fall asleep. Will you get me a doctor's note for work? Because that's what I feel like doing for the forseeable future.
She offered that they recommend women wait 3 full cycles before trying again. But that's just a precaution. We can start whenever we want to. No reason to think we wouldn't have a healthy pregnancy on the next cycle.
Really? Then why the 3 month guideline? This makes no sense to me.
I'm having a hard enough time dealing with the emotional stuff. Also known as doing my best to put it out of my mind so I can function. Why can't someone just tell me what to do about the medical stuff? I just want someone to tell me what to do, what to expect. All this vagueness and seeming double-talk does nothing to comfort me, make me feel better, give me any sense of reassurance. I need concrete... something.