I saw TheBoy.
And I feel awful.
About my last post.
This is such a roller coaster.
I saw him react to my sister kissing his forehead.
And I don't know how to explain it, but it just seemed like he was "awake" while we were in there, like he was aware of us, and listening to us.
I know that sounds crazy. I know it does. He's in a coma, how can he be "awake"?
Lord - I am so sorry if I showed a lack of faith in any way.
Boy - I am so sorry if I gave up on you too soon.
I am not giving up. On TheBoy or God.
And I am so, so sorry.
I considered deleting my last post. That's how much I regret it. But then I figure, someone out there may have gone / will go through something similar. And I want them to know that it happens. This roller coaster happens.